Soul on E

no sleep. eyes like softballs. food gone untouched. wastebaskets overflowing with crinkled Kleenex. in a daze. deep in a depression. mentally unstable. self-thoughts of futility. minus 20 pounds. walking zombie. oblivious to life. hysterical outbursts. sluggish. senseless to surroundings. brokenhearted. internal damage. puking nothingness. detached. she's never coming back.